Lifestory

My best friend who never was my friend.

My best friend who never was my friend.

We believe we will be best friends forever. After some time, we claim our best friend changed. Is it a friend who changes or is it a friendship which changes? Today, I’m going to share with you a story about my best friend who didn’t […]

I wanted my mom to be everything for me.

I wanted my mom to be everything for me.

I’ve never known how did it feel to be the whole world for someone. I never felt I was. There was always something more important. There was always something else to do. There was always something which couldn’t wait. For the first time in my […]

What if I want to give up?

What if I want to give up?

Wherever I turn, I hear “don’t give up”. Whoever I talk to, I’m told “don’t give up”. Whatever page I open, I read “don’t give up”. What if I simply want to give up? I’m blogging for over 15 years. I’ve started as a teenager […]

Why do I like my own company?

Why do I like my own company?

All my life I cared about people. I cared if they liked me. I cared if they wanted to meet me. I cared if they said good things about me. I couldn’t imagine myself being happy without them. I couldn’t imagine myself not having friends. […]

Night dreams that can destroy our life.

Night dreams that can destroy our life.

Do we know the meaning of our night dreams? We forget about them as soon as we get up from the bed. But they remain in us. They come from our subconsciousness. They come from our thoughts. Our emotions. Our feelings. From what we try […]

6 reasons why we can never meet people’s expectations.

6 reasons why we can never meet people’s expectations.

I changed a lot for other people. More than I’ve ever imagined. How did I let that happen? It’s all about small steps. It’s all about pushing limits a bit further every single time. It’s about a fear that if I don’t please other, they […]

You can be whoever you want to be.

You can be whoever you want to be.

When I was little girl I dreamt about being a singer. But I’ve been told: – You? Singer? You have no voice to sing. Forget about it. I believed it. When I was young I dreamt about being a model. But I’ve been told: – […]

How to escape the reality?

How to escape the reality?

We all have a place we escape to when everything goes down in our life. My place was always an old-fashion kitchen at my grandma’s place. I loved to sit by the stove, look at the fire and keep silence for a while. It’s been […]

Why did I stop to give people money for free?

Why did I stop to give people money for free?

I remember my first job and my first salary. I felt like I could save the world. I felt like I could save all people in need. And I didn’t understand why other people were not the same way. Obviously as it usually happens I […]

Do you remember times when everything was simple?

Do you remember times when everything was simple?

When I was small kid I had a friend from my neighborhood with whom we were keen on exchanging secret messages. We’ve been planning to connect our windows across the street with a piece of string to transfer the envelopes but then we’ve been worried […]